My personal truth

Matter of choice

anktudy — Thu, 22 Apr 2010 15:39:14 +0000

Today I feel everything is a matter of choice. Life is a matter of choice. We are a matter of choice. We never just happen. We MAKE things happen. We decide who we are or who we want to be. It’s that simple. We decide if we need of we are needed.We decide who we love, like or hate. We choose to love or hate.

Of course, we are also the subjects of mistaking. And this is where and how we complicate our existence. When we try more that we can, when we start deciding for the others instead of doing it just for ourselves. When we force our perceptions, even if we know the truth. Why? Because we love listening to what we want to, to what we like.

And this is how i feel today – that I’m sometimes ignoring the consequences of my own actions, waiting for them to vanish or to turn into something according to my perfect projected image. And then, when I come across reality I stumble and ask myself why? Hmm, what a foul…

I don’t care…

anktudy — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 20:04:52 +0000

that you’re not here with me.
that sometimes hot ‘n’ cold can go together well (Icelandic bath tubs).
that alcohol is just a temporary solution for all your problems.
that sins are just a cultural matter (there are churches in which you can whistle).
that wind is blowing in vain when there are not trees or waves around.
that feeling loved for a moment can harm you more than not being loved at all.
that you never know which of the clouds could bring the rain.
that feeling you don’t belong home is sad.
that being poor stimulates creativity.
that smiling brings harmony in others.
that your arms are the best shelter for my torn heart.
that happiness must be shared in order to be enjoyed.
that one heart can beat in 2 bodies.
that i don’t believe in true feelings anymore.
that I’m lying today…

Sparkling water

anktudy — Thu, 25 Feb 2010 21:31:25 +0000

Enjoying life is like drinking a glass of sparkling water – you have to seize the right moment – if you drink it avidly you’ll consider it “pinchy”; if you wait too much it will be just … plain.

certainty

anktudy — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 19:41:40 +0000

You cannot get lost if you don’t know where you’re heading to.

Inflatable…

anktudy — Tue, 29 Dec 2009 09:10:21 +0000

For your amusement…

New people

anktudy — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 22:31:17 +0000

Meeting new people is like being reborn – you have no history, you face no prejudices. It’s a new start.

No problem

anktudy — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 07:04:01 +0000

Sharing a problem means not having one…

Friendship

anktudy — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 23:09:35 +0000

Friendship is like coffee… it has a great smell and a great taste, it can make your day even if you have to wake up early in the morning and you miss it like hell when you don’t have it…

Friends and cakes

anktudy — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 22:32:28 +0000

Having a good friend around is like eating your favourite cake without thinking about the calories…

prince charming

anktudy — Tue, 26 May 2009 21:02:03 +0000

I don’t believe in Prince Charming but even if he was heading to my place, somebody else would shoot his horse and take advantage of him before the finish.